You do realize that this is a l-o-n-g freaking journey and just because you have been doing this for over a year doesn't mean that it's over ........

We all gets antsy and want things to move along faster, one way or the other.

I think when I hit the 18 month part I grew very restless and wanted this to just stop.

I would give myself a mental time out from the Marriage stuff, and try to focus on other things.

Hang in there,

((((hugs))))

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.