Struggling today...had H yesterday afternoon and overnight...a couple of things he said tells me that he and W slept over at OMs on Sunday eve - and that he's there again this eve for a bbq...
I'm hurt and angry - hurt for me - that I can deal with - but angry for my S - and its taking everything in me not to blow up. I'm trying to deal with it calmly for him so that he can deal with it calmly for himself.
But in 2 years - the last 24 hours have been some of the worst.
