A new thread, a new outlook.....

[Can it work]

I woke up after a horrible dream this morning. I was at some kind of function which my W was at too and she pointed out her new BF when I was dancing with her. Anyway, long story short, I woke up feeling really quite down about the whole thing. I still don't know if at some point I am going to be confronted with a new man with her but my dream gave me an indication of how I'm going to react. Not good. Still, it was only a dream. After the initial disappointment wore off I started feeling pretty good about myself again.

I went to the gym again last night for the first time in ages. One thing I've been doing in the gym since I started there is trying to build up the amount I can run. I've never been a runner. Even when I was young and cycling non stop every day I still couldn't run. That's why I decided to start. I figured if I could see in improvement in my running, it would indicate a general increase in fitness. Well, I completely outdid myself last night with the distance I ran and I'm feeling it today! Ouch! Still, it all goes to help towards a new improved Kev. That's what the aim is after all.

Kev