Conflicting advice...on reaching out. It seems? Maybe I'm ready that wrong.
The way I see it...if he takes several steps toward you in a manner you want him too, he should be rewarded by seeing you take at least one step toward him as well. Not running all the way back to him however.
This tentative talking and such, this is hard. Who knows where it will go...this is fragile right now, it could be so easy to destroy this tiny possibly growing communication and relationship that seems to be budding... C, don't ever get me wrong this is hard stuff lots of second guessing and worry. Lots of feeling stupid, like how could I do this again? If you want to be married you simpy do.
C, what people see here is what we present to them. Hard to see the REAL us. Am I this much of a d i ck in RL? : ) Sometimes, but then I don't usually have my friends in RL complaining about the same issue day in and day out...no not you C.
It's only a mistake if you don't learn from it.
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I realize I need to get past this "the whole thing is my fault" issue that I have.
That'd be cool. : )
I'm not sure that hand slap needs to be taken back by the way...if it wasn't on your mind...then you wouldn't have taken the time to write it. : ) food for thought. Everyone has baggage, eveyone, the difference lies in whether you carry it or if someone else has too.
By my book, you REALLY are doing better.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
