First of all, ty AJm ......... I'm saddened too. However Im trying hard to just suck it up I guess you could say.

Jayce
Ughh, and arghh............ Still have not said anything to him. We've been talking a lot, and getting along great. Hes back here soon for a week. But Im not happy or sad about it. Its just a visit in my opinion. I may take him for a walk, see what happens. I'm a little afraid to do that cause I don't know if I could possibly take anymore silence, or ignorance on the matter. I am sick and tired of the I dont knows, and this is me BS........ Yah, think Im cranky today. lol