Well, I just made it in from the lake and I am feeling really good. The first two days that I was gone was pretty tough on me for some reason. Wandering thoughts and anxiety were getting the best of me. I really turned around the last two days and truly enjoyed myself.
Yesterday was the last day of the fishing tournament and there was a large outdoor concert/party. My buddies and I had a blast there drinking beer, enjoying the sun and listening to the music. One interesting thing did happen that gave me an ego boost. First, I realized that there is a world full of fun and cool people. Things aren't as bad as they feel. Secondly, a very attractive young lady came up and was hitting on me. Nothing came of it, but it did open my eyes that maybe I am not as bad as what I have been feeling.
Rob, I am certainly doing the gym thing. I hit the gym every night for ~2 1/2 hrs. It is working great and it makes me feel really good about myself.
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