Thanks guys. I do hope I keep it up because it feels much better this way than I felt before. And really I actually have been thinking that its about time H loses me, or at least feels it... I've taken tons of crap from him. And he has enjoyed it all without feeling any penalties. And really human beings do right only only when there are consequences that they would face, right. Imagine if jail/punishment wasn't an option, how many people wouldn't commit murder if there was no punishment. I think that's why infedility is so prevalent -- no penalty/punishment for it.
And right now I can't afford a divorce legally so I just have to divorce his a-s emotionally. So I'm living and living and living.
This morning he went through my mind and I was actually tempted to call him but I didn't. Figured, why bother, let him squirm anyway. Will keep you guys posted.
Pup: I've been thinking alot too about something you wrote in one of your posts. "WE TEACH PEOPLE HOW TO TREAT US." Thanks for that.
