It's all ablazin'....

[blindsided1]

Sorry I had family in this weekend and no access to the computer room. So, Friday the school calls me at 2pm and my H has not picked up my D at noon like he was supposed to. So, I text him and ask if he is still going to be picking her up, he says he's on his way. Friday was awful. I cried all day, all through dinner. I texted H before D's bedtime and asked him to please call me like he said he would so I could say goodnight to her. He ignored me. I texted again and asked...he ignored me. So, I called MIL and asked her to call him...then he calls me..."well, say goodnight to her!" I asked him to please not ignore me, just text me back and say your busy or you'll call in a minute or whatever. He starts yelling at me about how he doesn't have to jump when I text him and drop everything, blah, blah, blah...So, I just said "Bye, H, see you tomorrow at 6" and hung up.

I slept okay thanks to a couple glasses of wine and an excedrine pm. Woke up, missed her terribly. But, I just kept busy. He brought her home on time and I gave him the financials. He didn't want to discuss them. So, I said "fine, look them over and if you have questions, call me." Then he starts getting mad because he knows he owes me more money than he thought. And, he tells me that the best thing he ever did was walk out on me. I wanted to cry. But, instead I said "Yes, in some ways, it was the best thing for me, too."

Gonna get shut out of the internet. I'll post later.