Thanks K... its such wierd timing though. I cant believe I was told this would happen and it did.. and it seemed impossible back then. Anyway, remember my dream, of us getting M and all those friends there and me thanking everyone, with special thanks to a certain few? I never doubted it was possible!
I also felt that, as Micheal Lutin says there, when it ends with her, she will be very angry at him and I bet he has a rough and upsetting couple of days, but then he will be free.. I havent heard from him and I dont expect to. He has to end it with her I reckon (he may have given her an inkling before he went away for 10 days, but he probably still hasnt had The conversation with her yet)..
Well K, we are Pisceans.. and it looks like goodbye for some of us, definetly. Or maybe... my ex will try and break up with her, but she will reveal her true feelings and he will be stunned and they will then stay together and its ME he will let go of and ME with the angry hurt reactions but able to finally move on....
Oh.. ok.. head hurting! We'll see hey.. (arrrrghhhh !!!!!!!!!!)
Pisces for April 20: You wear your emotions on your sleeve today. You try very hard to keep your feelings in check, but it may not be possible. This isn't bad. Your sensitivity and vulnerability are very attractive to others. They relate to your uncertainty, doubt, and especially your hope and faith. Just keep going. As you know, there are many people going through the same experiences you are. Keep your head up and move forward. Sometimes, it's necessary to release one relationship or option in order to acquire a far more rewarding one.
I have been SO out of the loop this weekend! Sorry! I missed the possibility of good news. I have all my fingers and toes crossed (and eyes) for you! I hope your bf gets off his duff and gets this done post haste for your sake.
Keep dreaming, but in a level headed manner if that is even possible.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
Naej - no, I am sick today, been very ill past 2 days, I think its that damn curry house! Not pleasant.
Hey Mish.. ahh, but he is slower than a narcoleptic snail, so could be weeks yet!
So J rang as promised. Her husband (oldest BMF) told her that me and ex will be getting back together..! she said, why, what did he say? But he wouldnt tell her (doesnt even tell his own W stuff, never breaks ex's confidence!) he said, just things we talked about this week and you just wait and see. Then last night, their best friends came to supper. The guy is an old friend of my ex's, the one he talked to in Tenerife in December and golfed with this week. Well this MF said to them, Al and ex will be getting back together... J asked him why do you say that? He said him and ex had had a talk when he saw him at golf.. and my ex said I am again that girl he fell in love with... And then my ex phoned them to say he got back to Cornwall safe.. so I was right, he left it to the last minute to drive back here and so got back late last night.
J said that Helen is not the issue and is nothing to him and she believes he has come back here to end it with her. She said that ex told her and BMF that he loves me. So.. more waiting hey!
Oh yuck...sorry you're sick Ali. Could also be nerves getting you. My stomach is lurching just thinking about what must be roiling in your head right now.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
Hope you feel better soon. You keeping saying these things about Pisces, I am trying to lay low and see where it leads me, I strongly advise you to do the same and stop overanalysing. It may take a while... K
Hey K! I know.. been ill for 2 days and its rubbish, I never get ill nowadays.. he does alot.. but J reckons thats why he left me he didnt say that directly, but she feels its his weakness and inability to cope with the fact I got so ill and low, physically and emotionally over a few years as to why he left. So I dont tell him, or anyone connected with him that I dont feel well now, I keep it to myself.. funny, I noticed I never mention it here either, I am so practised now at just getting on with it, coping. I will still get ill from time to time, but I have a better attitude about it nowadays. Truly a 180 !
As for now, yep, lying low also! not overanlaysing, more like watching.. its truly fascinating how things are playing out. Cher emailed and her and G had a conversation on Sunday, after Venus went direct about how they nearly split up (past 2 months, Venus was retrograding) but how they are back on track now and both so glad for that. Amazing!
Hope you are feeling better, nothing like being sick to throw everything out of wack. It sounds as though things are turning your way. I will keep watching with quiet anticipation!
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
