Hey K,
I like that you spent the whole weekend with just him, that was a good idea. How did it feel for you then? (neverlone the kids).. you must have wanted him to hug you if you asked him to, so how did it feel having him there in the house? Does it give you any insight into asking him to come home to work on things, could you do it?

Ahh, well at least you do love him (sometimes you werent so sure on IM, lol!) Well done for asking him for the hug...do you think the sex thing is to do with a sense of failure and inadequacy (on his part)?? did you ask him about his MP3 music?

I'm not sure about the white M idea, sounds neat in theory, but would probably create a load of pain!!??

I am glad you are ok, I was getting worried about you... xxx