Hey everyone, thanks for watching and reading still !! And Hi K...glad you are ok... I know, be careful..But J is a VERY levelheaded sensible woman (head of 30 staff at a hospital !!) so she wouldnt have said anything unless she was sure.. but then, my ex is VERY slow to act, so I dont expect swift action!
Wow the Pisceans timing sucks though.. I thought about him alot last night strangely, after getting the above news. We had such a nice chat on the phone. His house is lovely, and by that I mean, he is much like me, he has created a home, plants, bits and bobs he has collected, or made, its quirky and homely and you can see the creativity all around. Thats something my ex never did. He is currently living in the spare room of his mates house - much as he was when I first met him. But, my BFF made a good point.. she said, that I gave all that to my ex, the sense of home and belongoing (and he said he misses our homelife) something he cant manage to create for himself and he gave me that life outside of the home - friends and that sense of belonging amongst people (without him, I am largely home alone all the time, as the Piscean is!).
I'm trying to say, that I'm feeling a bit strangely torn between two soulmates, who offer a very differnet kind of life. Which is more appropriate for me now I am older? I had a lot of fears that stopped me doing stuff from around the time I met the Piscean, 19 years ago, until the bomb 2007.. and since I let go of all of that, I want to go out into the world and see places and people, I dont want to stay indoors anymore. So I guess the Leo wins. And becuase I love him. Its tough though, I'm not 100%. Thats why I am ok, because I know I will be either way now, the universe sent me love!
