The adventure continues--part 3

[AFWAW]

Thanks for everyones thoughts and prayers. I pretty much had a sleepless night. Too much thinking about what she's done and how our marriage has come to this. The funny thing is, I'm not angry. I'm empty. I don't know what I feel. I know it's probably going to be a long day. I know I said I forgive her but I guess the hard part is acceptance. How do folks get past this and accept it?