WAW New life with OM #2

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Didn't win in the tournament last night but did have a lot of fun and met some new people.

Today took kids to church then picked up S15 girlfriend and went to my parents for lunch. Its been raining all day so we watched the White Sox game and then played some games. After we dropped off S15's girlfriend I asked him if he noticed his mom sitting in the outfield stands instead of with the rest of the parents? He said yes and then I asked him if he noticed who his mom was sitting with and he said yes (she was with OM), then I asked if he was ok or had any questions, he said "I am fine, just worried about you". I told him I'm mad that she brought OM but there is nothing we can do about it and that I am ok. In addition, I told him not to hesitate to talk with me or anyone else he feels comfortable talking with about this situation as I don't want him to feel he cannot come to me or another parent or family member. He said he knows he can talk to me. I also said that I'm happy he is using his friends for support as I told him that's what I'm doing as well. He is a great kid and I worry about him and I worry about W not thinking about the kids and only herself.
Went on a walk in the rain and asked God to remove some of my anger from my heart and felt He did once I got back home. This is still very hard as I wish my W was here with us.