Oops!!.......I think I've dropped the rope!!

[Silent Chrleader]

Thank you, [[[[[naej]]]]

I know I am so lucky in so many ways. I actually have a good relationship and the respect and support of my kids. I have friends to do things with so I don't have to be alone unless I want to.

I even have a guy who sort of pursuing me (or at least made it known he is interested in the possibility of a relationship some day if I ever get there emotionally) and he makes me laugh a lot, so I know there may even be life romantically out there for me if I choose even without my H.

But none of that seems to really take away the pain more than temporarily. I guess I am being impatient again/still. Of course it takes time because we are people who actually mean it when we make a commitment and don't give our hearts lightly. I wouldn't change that about me really, because I do firmly believe that the greatest gifts of life are the relationships we make and those are what will be important when we are on our deathbed.....at least that's the way I feel. Unfortunately, to care the way we do also opens us up for great pain.

So, naej, you're in the UK!?? Would love to hear where.......I have always wanted to go there and I have a solid plan to really do that within the next 5 years! I am on the alt. If you are too, look me up under "SChrldr".

[[[[[hugs]]]]]