Quote: sometimes I wonder if h thinks I'm more likely to have an a now...kind of like a "revenge one" though maybe not that reactive? Like, it's all that guilt talking...don't I deserve to have her cheat on me? or, at least, why wouldn't she?
Oh wow, yeah, the revenge affair! I've thought about it in my deepest darkest moments. There was a time (early pre-bomb) that I thought about that quite a bit. I had never had any desire, ever, to hurt him until that time. I knew that it wouldn't have the desired effect though. The thoughts were about hurting back and my devistated pride.
Interesting subject, though. Do either of you ever have the feeling, like I do, that it would be nice if these guys showed even a little jealousy or possessiveness once in a while?
