Duh...I think YOU guys know this but I probably should have tacked this on to my last post...
as much as I sometimes yearn to be found attractive by someone else (Lord knows my self-esteem took a severe beating thanks to h's a), and while there are still times when I'm mad or hurt enough to lose my mind....I think I'm even LESS likely to have an a. than before. the thought of putting someone else through the pain I have been thru seems unfathomable.
(tho' I DO sometimes selfishly wish there was a way for h to really and truly FEEL just how horrendously devastating this whole thing has been...and how it has lasted even to today).
Anyway...h can rest easy...his a made it less not more likely
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.
