Hahahahah Neaj, I was expecting that! Its ok.

I'm not trying to surpress it, I'm openly admitting I got a bit excited! I think thats ok and normal. Anyway, I've crashed and burned so many times before, I'm used to it, I've got my safety landing down to a fine art (no stilettos, tuck knees in etc). Anyway, wait and see what J has to say when she calls me tommorow.

I'll be alright.. I'm a sensible headed girl, even if I sound crazy here sometimes