Can anyone answer this? Part 6

[Treese]

Hey Sunshine....it's Treese...

Of course I'm a wonderful person....LOL....but would you tell my H that...Nah....he knows it but can't admit it....

Actually he talks about divorce all the time.."for closure for the kids"...no it's for him...I am not helping him though...I keep waiting for the papers to come...In time I know he'll file...for now I'm just surviving day by day...hour by hour sometimes...I am so much better though...if you go back and read some of my threads you would see. I was a basket case....

I know you are only reading part of my story but you know that my H has an almost 10 year old son from an affair he had all those years ago...I did not know he was nor did I know about the kid....I found out a year ago...the boys birthday is the day before mine...my kids are devastated, and my H doesnt understand why...it was a mistake he said, she was on birth control...I guarantee she wasnt, I know her...she trapped him thinking he would leave me for her and now he has someone else...he's running from something, I just don't know what...he was in a deep depression about 24 years ago...family history of it...his sister is my best friend and my mom and his mom are best friends...so how do I get up every morning and not think about him in some way...well, I'm working on it but it is truly hard....

I would love to get to know you also....I don't have a my space yet but everyone keeps wanting me to get one so I'll have to figure it out....Vitually Handsome knows how to get a hold of me... He can direct you...I'm sure he will read and see...

I am in the heart of Ohio....cold, warm, cold, warm....we are not far from each other at all....

there's so much I could tell you so go to my thread and read...it's ugly....but getting better....

Treese