The Piscean phoned.. we had a really nice, honest chat. I asked him about his W.. she calls every day, but he hasnt seen her for ages. He said he has pretty much accepted it isnt going to happen again between them, and that he doesnt really want it to now, especially after seeing me again. That I had helped him see things alot clearer, taht there were lots of things he wanted to say to me, but that he would wait until my college course finishes as he didnt want to put it on me yet. He said, I've waited this long, I can wait some more.. I said ok, lets talk then (end May/June). He didnt ask about my ex, but I told him again anyway, that I am still in contact with him and waiting to see, that I am not in the same place it seems he has now getting to with his STBXW. But they have been S for 5 years and not even together for the past 18 months.
SO I feel better that we have cleared things up and we had a nice, straighforward chat.
Just got a text from oldest BMF wife, J...the couple he spent last night/today with (our closest couple friends during our R)... Her H doesnt like gossip and has NEVER betrayed my ex's confidence whenever they have talked since June 2007 (not like BMF G hey!!!) so she would've had to have been circumspect, and she said
"He coming back I think x"
I wrote back straight away, saying.. coming back to Cornwall, or to me? She replied...
"He back in Cornwall.. he coming back to you. Phone you tommorow, so happy! xxx"
I said I would be so happy too, if it were true, how did she know, did he tell BMF? She said
"Heard through other person can not say now, but phone you tommrow lunchtime x"
MY GOD ! The psychics were right. Stone me. I'm stunned. I get the choice.
Feel very emotional right now.
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
Dont worry.. I am NOT getting excited.. I've heard things before, G said, he's coming back to you .. BUT.. I asked G and he admitted he never actually said that, he just felt certain he was. This sounds more real, like he has actually stated it this time. He did exactly what it said on the tin hey.. he went home to think, get space and to make his decision. Seems he has. Wow. Second time he went back home for a week to do that, EXACTLY 19 months apart. Seems its going to be a different outcome this time. Wow.
Feel pretty emotional. Called my Mum, she said the same, wow.. but.. dont get excited yet! She remembers the things I said to her months and months ago about Venus, May, whatever, she is as stunned as me. I thanked her (as I do my BFFs).. for carrying me for the past 18 months, I said to her... if its true and I have won him back, its been a team effort Mum.
Hi Simon! Yeah..sure.. certain.. cautious... careful.. etc... that must be why I just listened to our three favourite 'our' songs, trying to work out which would make the best first dance at our wedding. HAHAHAA!
Ok.. got to admit, got a little bit excited afterall there.
Ah, c'mon...a girl can dream cant she? Got to dream it and dream it big.
Ali, I know / hope you are joking You sound as high as a kite even though you are trying to supress it.
Take care, what you going to do in the future, tag him or hide the suitcases if he mentions going back home for a while. You need to sort out the problems before you pick those songs.
I'm not trying to surpress it, I'm openly admitting I got a bit excited! I think thats ok and normal. Anyway, I've crashed and burned so many times before, I'm used to it, I've got my safety landing down to a fine art (no stilettos, tuck knees in etc). Anyway, wait and see what J has to say when she calls me tommorow.
I'll be alright.. I'm a sensible headed girl, even if I sound crazy here sometimes
