I am happy for you that your wife is back home with you. I know that you love her. Compassion for your wife, and compassion for yourself, will help you through the emotions that you are now experiencing. Compassion is the lifeblood of families. Again, your prayers have been answered...your wife is back home with you. Congratulations.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.