Yes I was sure he still loved me, as he told a friend this week that he did. But when you're done you're done, alot of the WAS here (not all) dont behave as though they are, they give mixed messages or 'waffle' back and forth and some, like my ex, leave but keep the option open, even if they dont exercise it! When I left my last ex, I was done. I wouldnt have crossed the road to pee on him if he were on fire. It was over.
I def dont have black and white confidence! But I am the eternal optimist and always think that there is a way, anything is possible, you just need to do what you can to help the universe help you. If you dont succeed, try try try again, as long as you still feel passion for the cause. Hope you are ok M..?