Welcome to the community. There are many people here with lots of great advice to help you cope and support you during this difficult time. It has been a blessing to me.
I am sorry for the hardship you are facing. It is so hard to have a drastic, unexpected turn of events.
I know you have to be a strong woman to be a military wife & mother. Read DR and start implementing it. Try to not pursue like you have been doing. Backslides are normal - don't fret over them but forgive yourself and move forward.
I'm sure others will chime in and give you a lot of support. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family
Me:28, first M H: 33, second M Married: 08/08 Bomb: 10/08 H filed D and deployed: 12/08 Served: 04/09 I deploy: 07/09 Hearing date: 08/09
