It's Complicated! Part 5

[glamgirl]

Thanks all so much for the encouragment. On one hand I feel done and don't want to continue with my h, since I feel he thinks so little of me.

I also see positives, but so little in movement. For example, h said he was going to share with me where he is living in C 4 months ago and then says no I don't want to say.

He also said most recently he would start spending the night. That has yet to happen. A start would have been the night before Easter, so he was here in the morning for the kids.

I guess what I am expecting from him is too much, but our R is in a stall and something needs to happen.

H did stop the meds cold turkey with NO Dr care. It's not my problem and I am not his mother, so I have to just look the other direction. I give him advice, but I don't even think it's welcomed by him. All I can do is encourage healthy eating, natural vitamins, and exercise. Which he has yet to follow.

When he wants to make changes for his life, he will but I have yet to see progress in that area. He still blames me for all his issues.

I feel good though. Day 7 of detoxing. I was never so excited to eat veggies in my life.