I am beginning to wonder if I really am the right person for my h. I don't think I am who he would like me to be as a w and support partner. Thinking.........
I am thinking the opposite...maybe my H isn't the right person for me. I think he was before when he was able to show me love and respect but he can no longer do that and I don't know if he ever will be able to again. All of my H's flaws are now glaring me now in the face and I don't know if I really to deal with all of that. I think it would be okay if he would value my opinion and try to take better care of himself pysically and emotionally but he doesn't have the capability to care about what I think or feel anymore. He said to the C once that he can't imagine his life without me but I don't think he can imagine his life with me either. It is all so sad and I don't really understand why this had to happen. I suppose God has his reasons.
You are doing such a great job of not letting your H's change in attitude effect you. Even with the positives in my sitch, I am getting close to being done. You have two great reason (your kids) to keep going and I would do the same thing if I were in your sitch.
Keep hanging in there. I hope and pray that good things will start to happen for you.