Glam, I'm glad the car finally sold. It will look different w/it gone out of the driveway.
I do hope that your h didn't take it upon himself to do away w/all meds on his own. ADs need to be decreased gradually or else they will crash from the withdrawal. Hopefully he is under a doctor's care and is being seen regularly.
Please do not allow your h to pull you down into his dark hole and spiral emotionally again. You will need to step back and allow him to spiral downward to hit bottom. I'm very sorry to hear that he's off the meds. They did appear to help him when he took them properly.
Please do not doubt yourself. You've been there for him throughout all of this and you are still there. Love him from afar for now. Please take are of yourself and your children. Your h will need to learn the hard way that you cannot be there to rescue him at every turn.