Thanks TL for stopping by. Not much going on. H sold his old car yesterday, the one he had before he bought his mercedes. It has just been sitting in our driveway, so that is good news. We finally moved it after 5 months.

H took us out for icecream yesterday. I did break my detox. It is so hard when temptation comes along. H left earlier than usual, said he was tired. I still think he has a gluten allergy. He really needs to detox his own body and see if cutting out gluten makes a difference. He has stomach and sleep issues everytime he eats anything with gluten.

I know it's hard for my h to cut out all the foods he once loved to eat, but I really don't think he will have much choice. Either that or he keeps feeling lousy from his food choices. Once again, I just encourage but h will need to make that step to change his food choices. I can only support.

When h left he just said goodbye see you tomorrow. No hug or kiss, just as if we are friends. Not sure what to think here. H did say he is off all meds. I asked how he was feeling, he just shrugged his shoulders and said ok. Not sure at all what that means, but I just listened.

I am beginning to wonder if I really am the right person for my h. I don't think I am who he would like me to be as a w and support partner. Thinking.........


Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"