Thanks for all of your support everyone, good to know that we are all there for each other. Feeling a bit better this morning. Staying with friends near a monastery and its beautiful weather. Trying hard not to think about H and OW......... I need to let him go; a caged bird will attack but a free bird will soar......if he loves me in the future I only want him to be with me freely; not out of obligation. Its hard sometimes to not let what is being said and done now to define what can happen in the future. But is hope in my situation dangerous. Trying to work on my own life now, and my daughters. Also determined to remove myself emotionally
