Bad night, guess I backslid. I snooped and saw he's been using his secret email address again. I flipped out on him, and he reminded me we are not together. I told him that's true but that for as long as there's no divorce, I don't disrespect him, he said he dosn't disrespect me either, but not to worry b/c the papers are coming soon. I guess all those nice gestures from him were out of pity, or him being nice to keep things cool. He was never going towards a reconciliation. I guess we really are DONE.

M:28 H:30
DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10
T-14 | M-8

10/08- Bomb
4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program
3/10- WH moved out.
7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug