Craig if it werent for GOD I would not be where I am at today. I know GOD has something better for me, whether its my xh or someone new. I love GOD and I trust him fully. I just want his will to be done. I love it when people on here give GOD the credit for their lives. GOD is healing me a little everyday. I pray for my xh and even is new gf/finance. I pray for these people on this board almost every night. I will say a special prayer for you tonight. Do you have myspace or facebook?