AF: I've been where you are right now. I also thought that I'd be the one to file because I couldn't take the roller-coaster any more. Listen, most of what is going on right now is inside your head. The constant worrying and wondering and imagining the worst case scenario and such... that is all preventing you from detaching. It sucks to have to deal with it, but that really is your only chance for any normalcy. All I can tell you is that it does get easier to deal with, but it is never easy.
Me40 WAW37 M18 T20 S18,14 D13 EA Bomb 6/08 Sep 11/20/08 Ret 08/09 Sep/Filed 11/09