I know this is not the right place to post, but I figured it would be the easiest to catch up with those who stuck by me for so long.
Update: Good: - Ex and I get along great. She's got a new man now. He's a good dude from what I can tell. - Practically have 50/50 physical custody (I get 13 days a month which is better than most...esp in my position) - No real side effects from the kidos from the divorce
Bad - Broke as Madoff (50/50 physical custody a'int cheap and neither the ex or her new man have a full time job so I gotta pay it all) - Economy sucks & working three jobs to make ends meet
Ugly - Sad...Feel like a failure. I made a mistake. - I have bone cancer (it is under control though)
But I have come to believe that you have to hold on to the positive. Cling to the positive. Inhale and live by the things that are good in your life. We ALL have demons, crap and stuff that sucks. It does not mean that it does not hurt, or that it is fair or right.
What to dwell on??? I may be a fool. I am choosing the good....not the bad...not the ugly that is in us all.
