You have someone in Hawaii who is thinking of you. You do not deserve a serial cheater. I know it is rough, and life throws surprises. At least you found out the truth, rather than a year from now. Inner strength is within you, just tap into it. Also, surround yourself with positive people who love you. If you need a shoulder to cry on, remember that we're here 24/7. Healing is on its way, my dear. If you're facing the worst time of your life, it will bound to get better. Just wait and see.