Court is Mon. Need Help - See H - 1st time in 5 m

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I have been working on my weight (not where I want to be but working on it), I dyed my hair today, got a new outfit that is slimming. Of course I have been breaking out due to the stress but thank god for make-up.

In my mind I keep telling myself to be strong, God is with me and he will give me strength. Then I look at a picture of him and I melt!

My heart still aches and my stomach does turns. I really do have butterflies just thinking about see him again. Just like it was when we first met. We had a long distance relationship and talked on the phone for 6 mths before we ever saw eachother as a couple. Then when we did we only saw eachother on holidays. I remember the feeling I had just knowing that I was going to see him again. It's more than the butterflies you get when I would see him everyday. Sorry if I'm not making any scense. Just trying to get out whats in my head and heart.