Tonight my emotions are out of control... I dont know why I let him crush my heart over and over.
Hubby and I text everyday...we are friends..we talk about work, kids, life,our issues.
The last two days or so ..he has told me how he thinks of me all the time..our life..the kids..wont really touch base on feelings for her..(i asked) but he knows how deep my love is. Tells me he is so confused..messed up in the head. We swapped photos he misses me..yet....
After him telling me all this..he still took my children to her house tonight..I am freaking out... there is nothing I can do about it...it was supposed to at least be a week away..he did it early..I had hope things would change.
I just cant get my emotions under control... I absolutely hate this....
he misses me..yet....