The adventure continues--part 3

[AFWAW]

Crap, I started thinking again today. Took D to putt-putt and movie and halfway through the movie starting thinking about the sitch. Great she just called. She started talking about the fact that I might get orders and that she didn't want to move. I asked why not? She said she just didn't and she didn't want to remove the joint spouse code as she didn't want the assignment people to think she wanted orders. I said well what do you want to do? She said I just want to stay here. Ok, I pursued at this point and said what's the deal? She said, why don't you go out on a couple of dates and see how you feel? I said, no I don't want to go out on dates--I'm married and have chosen who I want to be with. She said well I appreciate that but I don't know if I feel the same way. I said, are you dating? She said no. I said, what's with the flip-flopping? She said I don't know, I just don't want to come back again. I said, well, I don't understand as it seems like you have a good time every time we're together. She said I don't want to talk about it. Ok, fine. Is D there? Yep, hold on.

OH, fiddlely dee. WTF???? Back and forth, up and down, round and round.

Why, oh why is she doing this? Why can't she make up her freaking mind? Does she really think I'm going to stay here if she can't make up her mind? This is going to get ugly I think. I guess I'm back at square one. Wow, great weekend.