CL, this is definitely the most painful moment of life bar none and the kids are always the ones who suffer the most. This is why you need to focusing on them right now to the exclusion of your W. It is impossible not to think about the pain that you are going through, of course, but by channeling your focus and attention on the kids, it helps you detach a little better from your own sitch.
Me40 WAW37 M18 T20 S18,14 D13 EA Bomb 6/08 Sep 11/20/08 Ret 08/09 Sep/Filed 11/09