Court is Mon. Need Help - See H - 1st time in 5 m

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I don't know how I am going to react. I will be seeing H for the 1st time in 5 mths. I am getting butterflies just thinking about it and then my stomach starts to turn.

How do I react? Do I talk to him? Smile and wave?

I can honestly tell you that I know in my heart that I would want to run up and give him a huge hug just like we would do everytime we would see eachother when he was gone for even just a few days. I remember his smile would be just as big as mine.

I have gotten a new outfit that shows I have lost wieght. I am getting my hair and nails done and have been working on other things for awhile so that I look my very best on Mon.

What do I do if he wants to talk?

What do I do if he still wants nothing to do with me? (how do I not show how upset I still am)

How do I not show emotion and that I still do not want this?

Do I wear our wedding rings?


The court session is only for temp relieve spousal support. It has nothing to do with the D itself.

I need advise, please please help me!!!!!