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Thanks for the input mnt.

I guess I should look at the positive in that at least he does email or text and sometimes call about once a week. Although he's not called in 2 weeks bc I am out of the country, my cell doesn't work here. He knows my family's number where I am staying but to be honest I think he is afraid to call here worrying what someone who answers might say to him (eventho nobody has said anything to him. While my family are being supportive of me and my sitch they are not involved in speaking to him about what he is doing)

I had a really busy day. I took my niece and nephew to the zoo and it was really nice weather out and we had lots of fun. Then after I stopped at the mall with my mom and sister and did some shopping. I am beat now.

I had an email from H tonight. I feel I should respond, eventho it was only one sentence. 'Hi, hope you are having a good time (smiley face)' well i guess it can't get much shorter than that. But i should be happy that he is contacting me. So he must be thinking about me. I know this is a postive response to what i've been trying to do but i can't help but think what is his motive to his contacting, is it bc he is feeling guilty, bored, genuine? I suppose I shouldn't think about these things and just keep doing my part...