Saw my C today. She thinks I'm very strong, like a rock. I don't feel that way inside, especially when something happens like Wed with H moving his things out. But I do agree I'm getting stronger. Less pitiful and just trying to make the most of each day. Home alone this wknd but will try to stay busy. No plans tonight but pretty busy the rest of the weekend.
I'm feeling more patient these days... know H has to work thru his stuff on his own. Whether it's an A or not, he's not communicating with me and won't let me in. So, I move on, take care of myself and the kiddos. Hope H will talk more later and we'll see where it goes. I continue wearing my ring, will remain faithful to my H and just carry on.
My C's advice today in terms of GAL was to accept whatever invitations I receive to do things. Said yes to everything unless there's a conflict, and see where the activities take me. Good advice I think.
