I am NOT calling. I want to, but I am NOT. I will not let myself do that anymore. I guess I was thinking out loud. I knew it would be wrong. Sorry I scared you all. It's just a feeling that I am not going to act on. The feeling is normal isnt it? Or is this still obessing. Believe me, I dont want to obsess, its hard though. Especially when they are out eating, being a family and here I sit, nothing to do on a Friday night. I so wish I had a date.
