I peeked out the window to see if they were in my xh's truck. It has been in the shop and supposdly is costing alot to fix. Just wondering I guess. I think she was driving, I didnt stare, just looked out the window. Would you not have looked? Just curious. Is this really stalking? Cmon Kerry, I was just curious about the truck, nosey I guess. Well maybe she is. She doesnt like me, she thinks I am a crazy xw. I dont want her to hate me. I really dont. I would like to be civil to both of them. Especially if he is going to marry her. Thats just me though, I cant stand the thoughts of someone disliking me, even her. I know I am crazy, but I have always been this way. I guess thats why it bothers me.
What I am feeling now is this....and its just a feeling. I want to call and leave him a message and say to them both, that they dont have to avoid me, that I am in no way wanting to cause trouble. Those days are past. But I know that would not be good for me to do that, right?
