Well, H is sick, he needs to take antibiotics for a week, but is leaving tonight to go on a skiing holiday with his girlfriend and all of her 'young' friends. Sometimes it still baffles me how he can be living that life instead of the one he was living, but like you all say, no use worrying about it !!
So, it will be nice and peacefull without H around or ow for that matter...I always feel some extra freedom when they leave the country. It no longer bothers me that they are getting to spend that time together, weird maybe, but since I know it's probably meaningless anyway, I don't let it take up space in my head !
Kids and I did some big spring cleaning today.... we cleaned out their rooms of clutter and of toys...we're donating lots and all the broken stuff has been thrown away (finally !!!!). Kids even vacumed their rooms voluntarily... !! YES ! They were so sweet and wonderful today, I love those days !!!
Tomorrow we'll see what the weather brings...D10 still needs to work on her bookreport and there is still lots of clearing up left to do !
I have hopefully for the last time gotten rid of my 'date-stalker' ...he kept calling and sending me emails... I've told him I am truly not interested and to please get on with his life...
Take care xxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
