Or maybe just pre-reacting to what I expect will happen anyway???
Not sure.
I'm definitely stagnant or 'stuck'...in something....I can't put my finger on it(duh). Funny thing...I am involved. Tomorrow is opening day and I am asst. coaching my son's team..then..in the afternoon...coaching my D5 outdoors for lacrosse.
Even tho' my house will probably have to be sold, I am working outdoors to clean up.
There is no doubt in my mind that XXX has far outpaced me in moving on.
FIB
PS...poohbear...why did I tell her to throw it out? Hmmm...good question. Perhaps...I was expecting her to dump it on my 'pile' of papers and simply didn't want it to be tossed there as a 'I don't care about you' paper dump maneuver. It was a pre-emptive 'just toss it' I guess.
PSS...it DOES seem that some of the anger has abated and I think that this comes with her realization that she is not going to lose her kids...OR...there is OM4 in the wings waiting for this to be done..or..she is just tired of being angry. Not sure. Only as of two weeks ago, she pulled my wet laundry out of the washer and dumped it into a basket...wouldn't even put it in the dryer. Last Friday..she took D5 to the doc and didn't even tell me that she took her OR that she was prescribed an antibiotic for her ear.
Angry? Nah.
FIB
Me 55; XW 47; 2 kids (S13, D11) Bomb 05/19/06 Original thread http://tinyurl.com/yg2ou2t Last anniversary 04/25/10, Divorced 5/12/10 Status: Loving father of 2 beautiful children;
