well guys i need to share a few more things with you all. picking back up on what i said in my last 2 posts, another thing struck me while out today, we all went tothe funeral me my wife son and daughter, now i know it goes against d/b ing but my my was in a state and i held her in my arms while she was crying, my son and daughter was also upset. so there i was i had all 3 of them holding me while i comforted them, now dont get me wrong i was upset to but i had to be strong for them all, so on the way back i said dont fancy doing all this again on tuesday, wife said tuesday why, so i said its my nieces re burial, she replied o yea i forgot, (nice) now i will give you some background on the situation. 10 years ago my niece died while havin heart surgery, she was 6 years old, it was devastating for the whole family, then 3 weeks ago my sister got a call from the hospital asking her to go down there, to cut a long story short they told her the hospitals was being investigated for taking organs without permission, and they had took my nieces, every last one even her bones, she was left with her eyes only. so this has caused major upset and were having to have the funeral again 10 years later on the same date 21 april. my wife was fully aware of all this and has even spoken to me about it and my sister, so she knew everything even the date for the funeral. so this goes to show how wrapped up in herself she really is, even strangers now all about it beacuse its in the papers and on tv, how the hell can she forget about something like that?
anyway we went to a family gathering after the funeral and my wife was sat close to me she even put her hand on my leg, wierd or what. now i left to take my daughter to a clothes store to pick something up, so my wife said to pick her up on the way back, so we did our stuff and i text my wife, said be 5 minutes, as i pulled up in the car she opened the door and said "im going to walk down in 20 minutes LOVE and lent over to kiss me, i quickly turned and made conversation about my daughters clothes she just bought, it was like it was all normall and nothing has happened between us, its like she is blind folded, so wierd, btw i bumped into her cousin in the store and she said that my wife is showing all the signs of mlc. is that a sign her saying love to me and leaning over to kiss me likw nothing is going on between us, then something clicks and she is back there again in her own little world.
