H has decided to undergo hypnotherapy. Really. He hopes that it will help him resolve some of his fears. I didnt press him for exactly what his fears are. Im trying to not hope that this will be some magic wand that will show him how much he wants to come home, but I would be lying if I said that it hadnt crossed my mind.

I got rid of my papers. I burned them in a little fire down on the beach yesterday. It was a pretty good feeling. And if feels great that they are gone now.

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...