I wish you joy and peace. Amazing work you have done on yourself. You should be so proud of what you have accomplished. It isn't easy to open yourself to self reflection and face demons from our past. I applaud you. I hope your day in Washington DC provides closure and a new beginning for you as well.
I did want to mention that I think you should read Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus. It really delves into you sitch right now in regard to your past history revelations.
*hugs*
"It is excruciating pain. It is the pain of separation, the pain of loss, the pain of dreams and expectations unrealized. It is the loss and death of a mirage."