Also, what's up with the "are you mad at me" bit? Are you freaking kidding me? She wants out and then blames you for being "mad". This is just her projecting her sh!t onto you to absolve herself of any guilt. She should feel guilty. Sickness and health, right?
You know I have been thinking a lot about that. I am convinced she has convinced herself that this is what is best for me. She even said "You'll be a lot happier with someone who is less crazy. You'll be amazed how much easier it is without me." She sometimes has slipped into this "I screw everything up" self-pitying mode. I legitimately think she does feel guilty about this, but as a defense has convinced herself that this is what is best for me. She said something along the lines of how she'll be jealous of another woman who makes me happy since she couldn't do it, but that she wants me to be happy.
