If your WAS would agree...

[NNP1965]

Hi Mat... WCW, I bet you're here too.

I am sorry to be so quiet. I am truly trying to come to grips with the fact that my marriage, is and needs to be over.

I am working on me and really trying to see and accept my role in this. I have been struggling with #4 in Al-anon.

Step 4
Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.

Note it does not say make an inventory and then justify why you had to do what you did and figure out how to punish the other person while you're at it. That has been my struggle.

I don't know what God has in store for me, but I am determined to get through this with His help and be a better (whole) person on the other side.