off to mediation shortly and not looking forward toit at all. Had a bad week in general. after last weekends row with MOT35, we have sort of ended. She has called it quits as to much on her plate and did it over text. Had a few texts since and was nice and trying to reassure her that she is a good person and things will be ok. She is really really low and just wants some space to herself and I do believe her (maybe that's just gullible me). I'm gutted, but know I'll be ok.
Work is horrible, the new company i work for are a joke and I am so gutted I didn't get redundancy. Fingers crossed there is another round coming soon and I will escape.
So off to mediation, hoping it goes ok, then boys all day tomorrow. Hopefully out for a few beers tomorrow night as i feel like i need a good drink this week and then can just sleep it off on Sunday.
feeling lower than have done in a while, a few things hitting me at once but trying to remain as positive as I can be given the circumstances
