WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 7

[confusedinpa]

Not much activity this morning.

We got ready for work as normal. My eyes were really dry this morning.

My wife said it could have either been from allergies or if I was upset (i.e. crying)

I told her that I'm not happy about what's going on, but was not upset. I had thought about getting into again that I feel this is her decision, but figure she knew that already. She know's my feelings haven't changed.

She's going to pick up the U-Haul truck tonite and move tomorrow. So it's just going to be me and the boys for dinner tonite. Guess I need to get used to that.

I have a therapist appointment later this afternoon but am at a loss of what to talk about.

I feel that my wife and I have gotten further disconnected over the past week. Not a good sign in my mind.

Perhaps it's more that I've finally gotten detached to the point where my wife had been the last several months. Who knows. All I know is that the knot in my stomach seems to be less and less each week.

I don't know if there is anything to talk about with my wife tonite. I feel like I should talk about something since it will be her last nite in our family home - hopefully not forever. There isn't anything new to talk about. She knows how I feel. Perhaps I should talk about what our new interactions will be? If any?

Any thoughts or how did others handle the nite before the WAW moved out?